whoo whoo... had a fantastic long weekend break man.. hee.. =)

.::Friday::.
hee... i woke up damn damn damn damn damn early man.. haha.. so mani "damn-s" hur.. lolz.. must be a real achievement for mi.. lol.. n it realli is.. i woke up at 10 ! hahha..anyway.. yuppie.. i rushed down to amk to meet up wif cheewee n dillon.. lolz..

supposingly to go chee wee hse de.. then whu knows they suggest go watch movie.. so go lo.. lolz.. went junction 8 walk walk around... erm.. watched eye10 not a veri nice show also.. lolz.. alright though.. =pPp after which went to get the bbq stuffs, spencer's bday gift n cake.. n went back chee wee hse rest awhile.. b4 proceeding to jerm's hse...

right right.. i shall not mention the details la.. its jus so haiz..... go see hc or chee wee's blog for full detailz.. muahaha...

.::Saturday::.
went off at 10 plus or 12 plus.. forgot.. haha.. wasnt feeling well man.. stomach ache making super weak n all.. haiz... went to eat at bedok interchange.. did not even have the appetite to eat.. n went home wif lucas hc dillon n rh.. was alreadi on the verge of crying le.. cos the pain realli killing mi man..

i cried inside the mrt.. so so so embarrassed ! due to the excruciating pain.. n black out for like a few seconds.. nearly fell down the stairs.. its so damn drama!! -_- so lucas dillon n rh took cab n send mi home.. thanks thanks alot guys =) thanks thanks lucas for sending mi up to my doorstep.. =)

took a rest at home.. n whu knows my bro went out after awhile.. leaving mi feeling super paranoid.. so i went to ky's hse.. n it so happened tt the guys were playing mj there.. helped ky play a few rounds.. wasnt even concentrating at all.. even zha hu ! diao.. lolz.. in the end i jus fell aslp on his bed.. muahaha.. super tired ar..

.::Sunday::.
oh... its sentosa day !!!! n i overslept.. supposed to meet weiling at 10.. but i woke up at 10 haha.. stun ar.. sorrie gal~ quickly woke up n call part time.. met him at 11 at harbour front.. haha.. i super man.. within 1 hr i managed to reach there.. lolz.. yipee !..

its like super alot of ppl man... got ronghua, dillon, cheewee, lucas, mi, hanz, puwen, spencer, jeremy, junrong, zizhong, marcus, qinglai, wenxin, weiling, shufen n qiuyan.. jitao havoc ar.. lolz.. played indian hse.. so fun !! n tired.. -_- ran like hell... no one save mi.. =( n i went back to take a rest.. cos my mood wasnt veri good.. n in the end kanna con by every one of them !! got throw down the water again... dotz.. cant believe i so toopid.. lol.. continued playing games..

went to suntec for dinner.. buffet ! woah.. super duper delicious.. haha.. =) actualli called zz to buy cake for shufen.. cos its her bday.. but was quite disappointed wif the response.. i dont know how to say it man.. kinda haiz.. but nvm.. lol.. i went off wif lucas to buy her cake in the end.. whhee..
the buffet was superb.. lolz.. dessert was superb ! lolz.. celebrated shufen's bday.. lolz.. took pictures n all.. shall upload it next time.. too lazy to do so now.. haha...

took cab home wif shufen.. tok abt her jobs n stuffs.. lolz.. nice talking to her.. =) went home.. wanted to study.. but no mood.. haiz.. shall not mention the details here... lucas stil called mi n niam mi to study.. -_- like my mama lidat.. muahaha..

.::Monday::.
n tts today ! woke up at 730 to study.. cos no progress the previous night lol.. n i completed it within half an hr.. bravo ! went for the test.. surprisingly quite easy lolz..

accompanied sz to library... but i left after awhile.. met up wif lucas.. n we went ktv !!! az n her fren, shuzhong -is it lidat spell?? i dont know muahaha- came to join us.. i made a new fren again ! haha.. went to meet up wif lz n the ever super duper ultimate lame n rubbish guy-kenneth at sakae for buffet.. lolz.. wah... shuang man.. full like siao.. lolz..

met up wif zz for some pool session at lucky plaza.. lolz.. tok to tt kenneth.. i alreadi half dead liao.. jitao super li hai suan wo lo ! -_- muahaha... left early wif lucas cos needa go home.. haha.. skipped into some levis shop to look look around.. before we went off...

simple in the mood for playing hur ! so mani more activities coming up.. no time for studies! omg.. gotta buck up soon k! haha.. =) ciaos..

today i had so much emotions running through mi.. alot of things i wanna voiced out... not angry.. not sad... more of disappointed ba.. shall elaborate ltr..

.:: Wednesday::.
had the role-play interview today.. wore formal to school.. haha.. veri interesting.. n i got nice comments from the teacher.. did not know tt i did so well... was so nervous when i went in till i couldnt speak at all !! lolz.. but in the end i did well... all thanks to spencer... he guided mi the previous night lol..

went for cls farewell party in the afternoon.. took lotsa pictures.. but wasnt enjoying myself at all.. more of like observing things ba.. so caught in the middle.. i realli dont know wat to do.. its like tearing myself into half lo.. think kiat will know wat i meant ba.. it realli hurts mi to see things come to this state lo.. haiz.. besides tt i realli do noticed abt alot other things too...
ppl often say appearances doesnt matter.. but think carefully.. all ur little actions state otherwise.. there's alot of hidden meanings behind tt sentences..

i realli left the farewell thingy feeling quite down... veri depressed.. veri disappointed...

.::Thursday::.
went for massT tutorial.. haiz.. dont wanna mention the details k.. i realli feel so sad...i realli hope tt the barrier betw u gals will be over soon.. haiz..
met up wif zhen gal at harbour front.. lol.. i made a new fren today.. haha.. n tts kenneth.. the super duper ultimate lame n rubbish guy..
i was in a real dead mode when i met him.. couldnt crap back wif him.. the bits n pieces of tt thing realli did affected mi alot..
3 of us sun tanned.. played cards.. learned a new game today again.. veri interesting game.. a few magic tricks lolz..

after the sentosa trip.. mi n zhen went to holland v to meet up wif shufen n co... cos she asked us out for dinner to celebrate her bday.. =) went to shufen's restaurant to meet her wif her n beng.. can u believe it she's the co-owner of the restaurant...

i loved the restaurant to every bits man... the ambience is so damn nice... n the food are simply delicious... omg... cheewee mi zhen beng shufen dillon lingzi n rh was there.. crapped around n everything.. i dont know why the emotional spell hit mi again... suddenly i was damn freaking pms.. i realli cant help being bothered by it..

i left early... came home.. sat in front of the com.. n typed all these... i realli damn disappointed n sad abt wats going on... seriously its my first time i cried bcos of friendship... i realli did cry now.. couldnt care less.. shall blog everything out.. i can see everything falling apart betw the gals n yet i dont know wat i can do.. i feel so helpless.. not to mention the gals.. the guys also..

come on.. admit it.. every friendship has its ups n downs.. n u cant expect it to be so damn smooth sailing.. why cant ppl jus forgive n forget... i know the gals used to isolate mi for awhile.. n true enough.. i realli did grumble abt their attitude.. but i will stil treat them as my frens.. forget everything... yes.. i admit mayb some of them do have attitude... n mayb even mi at times.. but no one's perfect...

u all had our happi times together... n now bcos of a stupid short-coming or fault u found in each other's character.. things turned ugly ? how would u feel if u are the innocent party ??

and for those ppl whu keep thinking we girls have a poor attitude.. n not friendly or sociable n all... go back n think abt ur attitude then.. stop picking on us.. have u even tot tt u ppl treat us indifferently.... or bcos u ppl showed us attitude first... i realli did a serious tot man.... i can even swear to god tt i treat u ppl even better than how u ppl treat us lo... i dont give attitude un-necessarily... i always even try to appear cheerful so tt no one will get affected... n not onli mi.. i am sure sz they all also lidat...

go back n think of ur fucking attitude man......... since when i did i showed attitude to u ppl without any reason..... u ppl realli pissed mi off.. n to think tt u all only seems to know on picking on other's weakness.... why not the other way round... go n pick on ur own weakness then?

i m back i m back !!! lolz...

-cough cough sniff sniff-
my nose is killing mi.. i wanna kill it man.. lolz..
hectic days.... went to sentosa on sunday wif dillon spencer hanz peisun n edward...
saw wenxin there.. all of us was like trying to dump spencer in the sea... n it required such an enomorous effort man.. -_- *faint

went sentosa wif lucas today... its tanning n tanning... yip.. n we played frisbee.. hooray.. lolz..
after which rushed off for my tuition.. woah.. for the first time i shouted at them man.. think it realli stun those kids la.. but they realli get my nerves at times.. lolz.. n there they were "yan-jiu-ing" abt my bf.. -_- kids.. nowadays simply think too much... *faint
n i jus reached home.. -_- tired like hell lolz...
went to lingzi's hse after my tuition.. lolz.. went to borrow shirts.. hee...
last mine say tml got interview.. dotz man... hope i dont look stupid in formal tml.. lolz..

tired man... update again another time...

-sniff sniff cough cough-

woah... i realli put in effort to edit this blogskin.. lol... n am i damn proud of wat i did man ! =) hehe... right right... i m lame-o-ing..

back to slp !!!!!

i feel so terrible.. omg.....i m sick... n its the worse time ever... it felt so terrible tt i can even drop my tears... sheez.... so so so deadly sick..

someone help mi.... zzzzzz

haha.. long time since i blog eh... erm.. had a superb time these few days... actualli not so though.. haha.. but kinda fruitful lol.. =)


-Friday-
had lesson till 12.. n went home lo.. there was supposed to be a movie outing.. but god knows why it had been cancelled.. lolz.. took a rest at home n prepared for my tuition wif those bratty kids.. haha..


oh gosh.. i was late for the tuition session.. lol.. n all the kids are so sweet.. they even greeted mi when i entered the classroom.. haha... okok.. i did tried to be strict wif them.. stated my rules and everything.. n they so gladly agreed to my rules.. haha.. handed out crossword puzzles for them.. they are so cute when doing them.. lolz...


but whu knows.. they turned disastrous in the second hour.. -_- i nearly strangled them.. haha.. but ar well.. kids are stil kids after all eh? they can turn into brats when playing game.. pushing each other.. scolding each other.. lolz...=p


after a tiring session.. haha.. am i glad or wat... ky came to fetch mi... but tts cos he wanted to send tong's monitor to his cousin hse in bp... but stil thanks for sending mi ar !! e moment i step in his car.. i was grumbling like hell haha.. half way thru.. dillon called mi saying they are at a pub in marina is it? lolz.. so ky drove mi over... thanks guy.. ! =pPp


went looking for them.. tts spencer hanz cindy rh dillon cheewee... tok to them till abt 2 plus? went home ko !! haha...


-Saturday-
practically slping the whole day.. ahha... till i got woke up cheewee's call !!! -_-
damn tired.. haha.. cancelled all outings... n pig at home.. lolz..


-Sunday-
went to sentosa !!! whoooo... hehe.. omg... so shiok man..
met up wif lucas at hf.. when weiling called mi half way thru... so we went to join her, regine and kok wee.. =) practically was sun-tanning there.. n shoot ! i got sun burn.. -_-
played volleyball wif kokwee's frens.. lolz.. so funni...
saw edward n peisun when we were heading back.. lolz..
all of us was so burnt.. especialli mi n kok wee !! =(
saw a pink top at red2 tt i wanna buy.. lolz.. wanted to take a closer look... but got pulled away by whu lehz.. other than than tt lucas.. -_- nvm.. i shall make my way there some day lolz.. =)
went to bp plaza.. lolz.. guess wat the whole shopping centre was undergoing some massive discount on tt day !!!! i realli did a major shopping.. haha..
bought a jacket for 14 onli... bought a shorts for 19.. bought ear-rings at 4.. bought shower foam n facial foam.. whhee... haha.. so now i m broke.. lolz.. -_-


-Monday-
normal day at school... sz was telling mi abt the sales at perlini's silver.. got to go see soon !!! need to clear out my old stuffs... make room for new ones.. =) hee.. rush home to finish up my Plant design w4... finally i finished.. haha... so happi... got to do resume soon... n prepare my materials for the kids.. =)
hee... i signed up my TX card !!! yipee.. lolz.. kinda blur abt it.. gonna read up the catelogue soon.. -breams- saw a reebok top i wanted to buy... omg so mani things to buy.. betta save up.. haha..

this is the second time i m typing this post.. !!! grr..lol


alright !!! i had a great time today !!! hehe..
its only 1 hr lesson today..
met up wif lucas at clementi.. n off to sentosa we go !! =p
but due to some delays.. lol.. we reached there quite late i guess...


wanted to suntan.. haha.. dumb.. in the end there wasnt any sun around.. gez..
n it started raining.. geez.. such a spoiler man.. decided to go change..
initial plan was to go underwater world.. lolz.. but it somehow got changed?


went to tiong bahru plaza for movie.. lol.. watched hitch again.. hhaa..
cos of some promises la hur.. =pPp but the movie's great.. stil so entertaining even i watched it the second time.. lol..
went to meet up wif my dad.. everytime i see him i jus cant help feeling sad?
i realli can feel the dist betw us now.. gosh.. -_-


went to eat sakae sushi wif lucas.. haha.. -slurps- !!!
so shuang man !! we jitao is take n take dont care de.. dotz..
but haha.. veri veri veri nice !!! =)
omg.. the bill shot up to 60 plus u know ! -_-!! lolz..
but its worth it... definitely !! lolz...


went home.. n its plant design n plant design again.. -_-
my life totally revolves around it now..
but i finished my plant n equipment layout !! woohoo!!
a great sense of satisfaction when i look at them..
suzhen even said it looks so pro.. haha..


grinz =)

i finally watched hitch today !!! lol...
initially wanted to watch wif e class on friday.. but.... nvm..
lol.. went town for the movie... yup yup !!
its realli nice... quite hilarous to some extent..
i must say i picked up some pointers from the movie.. =)


went shopping around.. looking for my belt..
i realli combed the whole building of heeren, cine, wisma..
n its one of my most fruitful shopping trips...
i have alreadi made a mental note of wat i wanna buy.. =)
time to save up !! need to revamp my wardrobe.. yea yea..


hee.. found 2 belts from esprit tt i wanted to buy !!!
found 2 tops from guess..

nice nice rite? hehe.. alright.. need to save up save up !! lolz...


went to dinner at din tai feng.. erm.. not veri nice though...
went home after tt... tired man.. -_-
not much comment...
jus hope tt u can move on n see the beautiful world outside yea?
there's alot more things worth fighting for.. all the best! =)

haha.. i just finished watching moulin rouge... omg.. it rocks man.. =) no doubt it has a sad ending.. but i simply loved watching it !! i love musicals to every bits.. hee.. next show i m gonna watch is phantom of the opera ! =pPp


the whole stage, lightings, costumes and everything is so fantastic.. the guy is so romantic.. omg.. i cfm will melt if anyone does tt to mi.. haha.. in a dreamy mood alreadi.. lol.. after all these years i finally managed to watch this show..


imagine that a guy wrote a song for u just to help u remind of him wherever n watever u are doing... so romantic rite? haha.. uploaded the song to my blog.. jus hearing the song makes all my emotions flowing.. haha.. the song is just so perfect for the movie.. =) got to buy tt honey dvd i saw! haha.. cos it covers the dance moves... so i m so getting my hands on it!!


thumbs up thumbs up !! haha.. anyway... i received warning letter le.. my first ever warning letter from sp.. -_- got to buck up.. no more skipping of lessons.. n i mean it ! =)


was flipping thru some health magazines the past few days... n i suddenly felt so guilty! i m consuming lotsa junk foods down my system.. n it is definitely not going to do any good in few years down the road.. n guess wat.. i made up my mind to exercise every single day n to eat lotsa veg every day !! plus plus less oily stuffs.. more daily stuffs.. for the past 3 days i did all of tt !! amazing huh! hehe.. i m so proud of myself duhz! haha.. got to keep this going.. =)

alrightee !

i m back..
haha.. becoming a pig these days man..
sleep n sleep..
never seems to be enough for mi hur...

its been busy this week..lotsa things happened..haiz
exams drawing near.. projects due dates up soon..
-takes a deep breath-
i can do it! =)

met up wif ronghua, cindy, cheewee, spencer..
kk.. this gathering was planned by ronghua
cos he says its a long time since he saw mi..
n somehow i became the planner again.. haha..dotz..
had dinner.. wanted to catch a movie-hitch!
but no timing =(
anyone wanna watch? haha.. =p

went to ps to chat.. haha.. played games wif them..
jitao laugh till all of us peng man... its veri fun!

haha.. jus did a quiz...


You are the Spirit of Peace. Purity is your gift,
it sends away anybody with bad intentions,
people just look at you and know that you are
special, you have a sort of angel-like aura
about you that says 'i'm pure'. People just
cannot stay away from you, they want to be like
you and have that same aura, so friends are
easy for you to make, and your gift tells you
whether they are good or not. A partner is just
the same, they have to be of a good heart.

okok.. i m kinda feeling bored over here..
shall find something more interesting to blog again..